Monday, September 07, 2009

Right guy, wrong time, wrong place

I met him many months ago, maybe six or five. He seemed perfect! He was cute, very tall, had a cute smile with dimples that just made you want to pinch his cheeks. He had a job he loved and he was dedicated to it. So dedicated that he has been pursuing is doctorate degree in physical therapy for years and years and for three years more. And there's the distance, what 6,000 miles according to him and even when he was closer (Texas) the distance felt even more. He was honest right from the start so I knew pretty much that he was never going to be more than a friend. It was the first time two nights ago that we stayed up late for 5 hours just talking in skype. We talked from Pinoy food which he loves and the Pinoy food that he tried like balut and durian but never adidas. Lol. We talked about places we had been to but at different times, Camiguin, Davao, Malagos, Eden, Philippine Eagle, Hot and Cold Springs, White Island, etc. He remembered Wowwowwee and Boom Tarat tarat for some reason, Super Inggo which he found corny but could not help laughing at even though he did not understand a single word. We talked about failed relationships and life goals. I will never stop him from achieving his life goals. I know I had mine and that was completing my masters degrees. But I know that I will never be able to wait for him for three years because its such a long time. Who knows what will have happened then. But it makes me so sad that I met someone who I thought would've been perfect but at the wrong time when something else is his priority and at the wrong place. I wish I could move to Ireland! Lol. But that can never be. I guess the real test of love is learning to let go, so that the person who you love will truly fulfill their destiny. It may not be with you,  could be with someone else.
I rest my case. And now it's time for me to move on!



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Anonymous said...

Your sadness makes my heart ache. At this point, I am sure that you are also someone's right girl, wrong time, wrong place. But someone as beautiful, kind, and loving as you are is destined to become someone's right girl, right time, right place. Have patience. Life will eventually reward you.

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